My room is very very cold. I put three layers of blankets when I took a nap a couple days ago. An hour later, I woke up to find my feet dead pale and dead cold under these blankets.

Anyways, I went to a play (Missaliance by George Bernard Shaw) this evening. It was 33 degrees but I decided to weara skirt and sandals anyways. When I got home, my feet were dead pale and dead cold as you can imagine. I decided to wear the only clean, warm pants and socks I could find. I was feeling a bit warmer and quite happier.

Then, Mako came in and, avoiding the eye contact, told me “wow..you’re looking quite sexy tonight..” I looked at myself again and then realized that I was wearing salmon pink, fuzzy, bottom-tight pajama pants and a sock (I could find only one). As I hit Mako out of embarassment and rage, he whispered to my ear “..you look like an 80 year old senile lady…”

I could do nothing but agree. Alas..

I feel the choice of the types of silverwares really makes a difference in taste. I’m not talking about silver forks vs plastic forks but rather, for example, whether I choose to use a spoon to eat a Taco salad or a fork chages the taste of the salad.

Of all the body parts, I think lips should be the place that glows in the dark, if that’s possible. I thought about nipples but that’s not only usless but also not that attractive either. Speaking of nipples, nipples are the only part of my body that’s cool even when I’m wearing layers of things on top.

Anyways, i think glowing lips are hip. Maybe I should eat lots of squids.

People, at least those who celebrate christmas, say there is a time when a child finds out the truth about Santa Claus and becomes unbelievably disappointed by this. For me, it was rainbows rather than Santa. When I found out that I could never touch rainbows nor run from one end to the other, I experienced the bitterness of disappointment. A part of me still wishes that I could walk on rainbows..

I want to make a short film that records the conversation of different groups of people in a restaurant or a bar. I think that shows how intimate these people are to each other.

I like knitting. There a couples problem though. One is that I can’t do anything else that requires my hands while I’m knitting. Secondly, I hate trying to figure out the knitting directions. I’v never had a book that explained different ways of knitting in clear ways. I think the solution is digital camera. They should just videotape somebpdy knitting and post that on the web.

I think about neta (=topics, ingredients for sushi) for indie movies a lot. Often times, the neta’s are related to heaven. Today, I was thinking “what if heaven is all dark except for the tens of billions of small windows on the floor that randomly show the lives of people in this world or thoughts of these people? ” You may walk around for ten years before you find a window that’s related to your previous life. You keep doing that throughout your eternal after-ife. I guess that that wouldn’t be a too heavenly life.

People had said that among all the living things, it’s only the plants that use carbon dioxide for their liviing but it’s been recently proved that that’s not true Spiders use CO2 to make their webs. The more CO2 are available, the better and more beautiful webs spiders can make as Mako says “CO2 polishes the aesthetic sense of spiders.”

Everyone in this world has a different face but none of us can has more than one face. Even if Natalie Portman wants to look like Ziyi Zhang sometimes, that’s just not possible.

Then, I thought; What if everyone in this world was born with two faces but could only show one face at a time? The world would be a lot different and I can see how fashion magazines may write articles about “How to use your two faces”. I also imgaine how people might introduce each other for the first time, which makes me smile.

I wonder why we have the sensation of “itchness”. I can see why we need pain but what makes itchness necessary?

I got dozens of mosquitos during the last couple weeks..VERY itchy days.

Just a couple days ago, I went to an Asian bar. There was an Asian bartender whose hair was blonde. I was loudly making a comment on how much I don’t like Asian guys with completely blonde hair. And then, Mako quickly pointed out to me that the guys who were sitting at the next table, which was about a foot away from our table, were Asian and had completely blonde hair.

I felt as if the side of my body facing that table instantaneously froze and remained frozen until I left the bar..

I love peeling boiled eggs. It’s like stripping something that has “the” perfect skin. Fun.

I had a wine at a bar last night. It had a really strong and dry taste and was quite different from my usual fuzzy navel drinks. I looked for sugar cubes but alas..couldn’t find them. I think they just ran out.

When people say somebody’s sleeping like a baby, it sounds really warm and sweet. I personally like seeing a person sleep like a fetus. It sounds gross but that sleeping position seems really adorable to me.

I sometimes think about the lives of erased/crossed out letters. I’m afraid that the other intact letters may bully them..

My E-colis love cherries.

When a person cries after hearing an ok/lame joke, I feel like that person has had a tough time lately.

I think keeping the “conventional” current (as in e- circuit) direction is one of the stupidest things in this current world. Every physics teacher began this topic lecture by saying “This is absolutely stupid and I know that” and blame it on the older generation but nobody has really insisted “Hey, it’s stupid, so let’s change it.” I think it’s like the children’s story “Emperor”.

I wonder how Mel Gibson will/would feel when/if he dies and meets the actual Scottish people who fought against England.

I worked out with a big guy yesterday. He was lifting 330 lb as I tried to lift 10 pounds.

I felt so sorry for his muscles.

Yumcax says:

Neko is the name of a cat in Secret of Mana..But this dude is no regular cat..Hes a cold blooded bastard..He sells you Everything..And beleive me..Everything at double its original price in towns..But however he is in more unusual places..Like inside a witches castle..So even though he can supply you when you need it..You have to pay more..So i dont like him..I think hes a shit head

Mika says:
great.