{"id":33,"date":"2002-09-10T18:47:42","date_gmt":"2002-09-10T18:47:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wasabi.yukidoke.org\/mika\/nikki\/?p=33"},"modified":"2002-09-10T18:47:42","modified_gmt":"2002-09-10T18:47:42","slug":"densya","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mika.im\/nikki\/densya\/","title":{"rendered":"densya"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I often see in movies dying people giving the last words to other people around them and they seem to know exactly when the death is coming.  I&#8217;m kind of worried about this because I&#8217;m afraid that I will be in the same situation as when I say bye-bye to my friends right before the train door closes.  Sometimes, the door doesn&#8217;t close for 5 or 6 secs after I hear the bell and say &#8216;good-bye, I&#8217;ll miss you&#8217; for thousands of times and it&#8217;s really embarassing and uncomfortable.  Knowing how wrong my assumption can be sometimes, I&#8217;m afraid that the same thing may happen when I die.  I&#8217;d be like &#8220;Oh, what a wonderful life it was.. I love all of you and I will miss you forever.. here comes the angel&#8221; or something like that and then, the death doesn&#8217;t come for like 10 mins, way longer than everyone can keep producing the tears in such an uncomfortable atomosphere.  As my friends and I always feel in the train situation, I wonder if other people and I would be like &#8220;come on, death.. just end this awkward situation.. please.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Maybe I&#8217;ll just close my eyes and pretend to be dead before I die for real.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-diary"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mika.im\/nikki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mika.im\/nikki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mika.im\/nikki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mika.im\/nikki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mika.im\/nikki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=33"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mika.im\/nikki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mika.im\/nikki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=33"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mika.im\/nikki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=33"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mika.im\/nikki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=33"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}